Resolved Question: This depression is really getting to me. What shoud I do?

19 November 2011, 2:50 am

I never seem to get the help I need. When I was living in roswell nm. I had a good therapist. Just the meds weren't right. I had only been there for two months. Then I had to leave to go back home. I was in roswell because I was going to jc ( Job corps). A few months after I got out. I tried getting help again. They put me on meds that actually helped me. But the rest of the service wasn't good. I refused to get service. But they did keep me on meds. I got married and moved with my husband I was kept on meds. But I always have a hard time finding a therapist. I was on meds for a year. I had to stop taking them. Because i'm pregnant. I didn't have depression symptoms for a while. I'm now 6 months pregnant. Depression has been coming back. It's been staying for more than a week now. I try to keep myself distracted by watching tv, drawing, writing. And other things. It helps just a little bit. But I feel like I really need to talk to a professional. I'm having a really hard time getting one. I've lately been having suicidal thoughts. I don't want to end my life. I want to be able to spend my life with my child and my husband. I'm going to the doctor sometime this month. Should I tell her what's been going on? They know about my history of depression, bi polar, and anxiety. But should I tell them the way i've been feeling?... Read More »

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